Set Your Alarm to Self Love

Hi Beauties! Yes, I just called you beautiful…just incase you haven’t acknowledged yourself to be,yet, today. 🙂
Since 2007, I have been on this dazzling path that has dominoed into all kinds of radical shifts of love in my life. I say 2007, because July 3, 2007, was the day that I hit rock bottom physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally. It was also the day that I decided I was going to unlearn all of the behaviors that no longer served me, one by one, a day at a time, and replace them with things that raised my vibration, filled my heart with love, and dipped my soul in happiness!
Some of those behaviors include telling myself I’m beautiful, along with other love-charged affirmations! At first, it was a really icky feeling, because I didn’t believe it when I told myself I was beautiful or smart or strong. It took a while to get to that place of self-loathing, right? It certainly didn’t happen over night. So, I understood that unlearning these patterns and moving to a place where I felt deserving of the compliments I gave myself would take a little time, too. I trusted in the process (& I still do!), and when self-help books, positive articles, and swanky spiritual gurus told me to look in the mirror and tell myself “I love you,” to take myself out on dates, to invest in crystals that carry special energy (I LOVE rose quartz & it’s healing energy!), to care for my body, to take mini vacations, to meditate, to explore, to hula hoop, to do yoga, to go back to school, to quit smoking, to find awesome girlfriends, to quit drugs and alcohol, to be around animals, to stand on my head, to sing, to cleanse myself in the ocean, to treat myself to a chocolate bar, to buy new clothes, to give myself a hug, to find a guy that treats me well, to help people, to start a blog, to be close to my family, to connect with kids, to build a fort in my living room out of furniture and blankets, to read books, to dance, to be of service, and most importantly, to forgive myself, I did it. I did it over and over and over until compliments to myself didn’t feel so funky and doing things for myself didn’t feel so weird because I now believe that I deserve them. I replaced my old thoughts with new ones and my old behaviors with ones that served me. And most importantly, I still do these things. I am still listening and seeking out people, places, and things that I can get information from to build myself up! Because, you know what, when I build myself up, I am building up others, too, and raising their vibration, and that energy is scattered all over the world, lifting everyone up. And that’s what it’s all about anyway, right?

My eating habits are another behavior that I cultivated and switched around in order to make myself shine brighter! That was not done overnight, either. I started with cutting out things that did not serve me, like soda and fast food and substituting with foods that did serve me, like water and more veggies! I would change around the times in the day I would eat. I changed around what foods I would eat together. I cut out more foods that didn’t work and put in more that did. I listened to my body, and after becoming a plant-based/vegan eater on October 22, 2012, I am still listening to my body! I trust the process and it’s beautiful!

And don’t get me wrong, I am completely one-hundred percent human being and I am reminded constantly. There ARE days when I want to stay mad at myself, put myself down, or eat potato chips, or lay in bed depressed, too. But, I then forgive myself, talk about it with a friend, journal about those moments, ask the Universe to do her thang, and I move through it, like a wave that moves through the ocean.

So, since I just finished talking about food, I’m sure your tummies are a little rumbly and waiting for today’s recipe, eh?

So excited to share this new creation with you guys…

Plantbased/gluten free…

Quinoa Veggie Mash

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You will need:
-1 cup of quinoa (2 cups water)
-Butternut squash (I used frozen chunks & then steamed, but whatever you prefer!)
-Beets (I cut up 3 small ones in cubes & then steamed)
-Broccoli (raw)
-Arugula (or whatever greens leaf that suits your soul!)

To prepare:

Boil your water and cook your quinoa.
Peel, cut up, & steam you veggies (the broccoli I left raw).
Lay a bed of arugula or greens down in a dish. Scoop some quinoa and put it right on the greens. Top off with all your veggies! Mix together!
Drizzle some olive oil & sprinkle some salt (I like the pink Himalayan salt these days… It’s pink & crazy-good benefits).
Enjoy!!

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So much color I can’t stand it! I had this all by itself as a meal and some left over the next day! It would make a great side dish too… Thanksgiving, hmmmm? Feel free to add other veggies if you wish, but I loved this combination!

Light & Love,
Amanda

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hOMework.

Phew! It has been a while, my friends! I thank you for your patience, for the universe has been throwing all kinds of groovy things my way and I simply have not had the time the sit down and blog. Feels good to be back!

Last night, my most favorite author, teacher, and spirit junkie, Gabrielle Bernstein, was at my school. She gave a magnificent lecture and she had her book signing for her latest book that was launched, May Cause Miracles. I love this woman and the inspirational journey that she lives and sprinkles into the world! The energy in the room was illuminating and I think every cell in my body was jumping and jiving out of gratitude!

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Yes, it was a night that opened my heart big, my eyes wide, and I will never forget it!

So, having said that, Gabby B. Is always talking about relationships being opportunities to grow; they are our greatest assignments. Some people will come into our lives for a moment- a stranger at the grocery store, a friend of a friend’s, or someone sitting next to you on an airplane. Others, will hang on for a much longer than a moment- a best friend, a boyfriend, or dun-dun-dun, family members. Either way, they are ALL our assignments while we are here on earth, they ALL have something to offer, and they ALL provide opportunities for us to heal and grow. Wild, right? Ha. So, I love when Gabby B. talks about this because when I am out in the world and meeting people, chilling with people, working with people I’m all bout it bout it, right? But, let’s take a trip into my relationship with my boyfriend and you will see I am “off to see the Wizard” quite a bit; or as Gabby B. would say, “I’m off to crazy town.” I have to bring humor into this somehow! Humor allows me to laugh at myself, let it go, and once again, remember that I am human.
So, I have been trying to incorporate spiritually-based exercises, meditations, suggestions from my spiritual teachers, like Gabby, that have shown up for me BEFORE I make that trip into “crazy town.” Pausing always helps, if I can pause before I pause. Sometimes, I hit the fear-gear and there is no time to pause, so I have to swerve it out or crash. Other times, I pause, and it’s beautiful because I’m not under the fear choke-hold and I can actually converse and respond to my boyfriend effectively. And, those times that I do swerve or make the trip to see the Wizard, I make sure that once I have come back home that I forgive myself and I take what I can from the situation, I learn, and I grow.
A new technique I learned from Gabby was to ask the Universe (or God, or Spirit, or Ghandi, or Krishna, or Jesus, who ever you identify with) to get involved. Again, this requires me to pause and maybe take a breath. I say something like “Thank you for helping me deal with this” or “Thank you for showing me how I can use this moment to grow” or “Thank you for intervening.” I like little prayers that begin with “thank you” because I feel like it attracts what I would like and I’m acting as if the relief or resolve is already present. And then, I listen to the Universe for her response, and the response may be something like I have the exact words to say to response to my boyfriend in a clear-connected way and the conversation between us is productive or maybe, I just feel a wave of peace and calm rush over me. Either way, when I pause and hand it over to the Universe, she is always, always able to swoop in and grace me with just the assistance I needed. Universe is always rooting for me and she always had my back!
So, their you have it. Relationships are our hOMework. I say hOMework with the emphasis on the OM because the meaning of “OM” is the heartbeat or sound of the Universe and it’s just super fun to say it that way! So, just like in school when we have homework assignments to learn from, the same goes for relationships. And my relationship with my boyfriend has been a 4 year science project; but, I’m still learning, I’m still growing, I’m still healing, and I am grateful!

And to wrap up this blog assignment I have a recipe for ya’ll, as always, to fill your tummy and fuel your body. For a couple months now I have been doing the gluten-free thing and I feel good about it. But that means that my sprouted Ezekiel bread had to go bye-bye! Since then I have been on the hunt to find a plant-based gluten free bread that is yummy! I was having a hard time succeeding at that, so I created my own bread!

Plant based/Gluten free Chia Seed Flatbread

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You will need:
1/2 cup gluten free oats (I used Bob’s Red Mill)
1/2 cup chick pea flour or garbanzo bean flour
1 cup + 1/4 cup water
1/2 teaspoon salt
1 teaspoon cinnamon
3 teaspoons chia seeds

To Prepare:
Heat oven to 350 degrees.
Blend together all ingredients in food processor.
Pour a little coconut oil in the pan and warm up the pan in the oven.
I used a 10 inch round cake pan; the bigger the pan, the thinner the bread will come out.
Pour the batter in the pan. Bake for 20-25 minutes. Remove bread from oven and let cool.
Cut up in fun shapes of your choice! Add groovy toppings such as: almond/peanut butter, hemps seeds, fruit, veggies… Endless!

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Most importantly, have fun while you’re doing it and enjoy when your eating it!

La la la la Ommmmm!

Light & Love,
Amanda